ANSWER: It’s not permissible to have any contact with her as she’s a non mahram to you and part of your repentance is to completely cut off communications with her. Shes not the last woman on earth! Choose someone who would be an ideal mother for your children 

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ANSWER: Using transliteration for dua or athkaar is permissible if you can’t read Arabic, but you must strive to learn how to say it properly by hearing it from Arabs and repeating behind them

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