This is from Satan who is trying to depress you so that he can divert you from the straight path and then have you join his path to relieve your depression.

Most of the similar cases either appear when a person is trying to get closer to Allah or when a practicing person falls into sin. In both cases, Satan utilizes it to his advantage by trying to make the individual depressed or suicidal.

If the individual seeks Allah’s help and guidance and he has full trust and dependence of Him, Allah will save him and relieve his pains and depression. But if he turns to Satan and falls into more sin to forget, Allah will leave him.

Therefore, hang on and Allah will be with you all the way.

I have been feeling really depressed, and scared for the last couple of days. And I need guidance on how to overcome this feeling. dont want to leave my house and getting suicidal thoughts. Why am i feeling like this?

Psychological and Social Problems | March 11, 2014 4:59 pm
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A person had a bad thought which could be in disrespect to Allah and the Book of Allah or anything relating to mockery or disrespect to the wives of the Prophet (salla Allahu aleyhi wa sallam) and ends up laughing at that thought…or smiling at that thought but it happens as a sudden reaction to the thought. i.e you try to force back the laughter or smile and dont intend to commit any kufr by it and know its wrong or sometimes your reaction is sudden and you realise after that it was wrong, but again dont mean any kufr or dont intend kufr by it.
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Is an oath valid if one swears an oath in their mind without saying it on their lips? Also i suffer from waswas. This is a major problem for me. my mind makes too many oaths beyond my control, my mind swears to do this or that or not to do this or that. I have no control over this. Do i owe expiation’s for those oaths? I am a little embarrassed to ask this .