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Please convince me I’m going to Jannah. Please, give me some encouragement. I’m a very emotional man and I deeply care about what Allah thinks of me. It’s just that when I pray, nothing happens. I know you told me what to do but it’s not easy. Before, I barely knew what I said in Salah, and I didn’t know much of ALLAH’s name but I had better khushoo months ago than I do now. Currently, I know what I say in Salah but it feels like that decreased my khushoo. You told me to pray more Salah to make up for short comings in Fard Salah. But if I were to try my hardest in concentration, my Salah would only be 80%. At BEST – Which is rarely the case. Plus, my heart doesn’t incline to Salah so I have to force myself to have khushoo which is hard. I feel jealous of others who WANT to pray.. Unlike me. I’ve made plenty dua for khushoo.