You have to ignore the wiswas and simply try your level best in reciting without repeating it as often as you do. You are opening the door for Satan to play with you like this until he drives you crazy and make you stop praying altogether.

Sumtimes I cant perfectly say words like “lillahi” becuz my tongue gets tied. Also I don’t think I make enough shaddah on letters So, I have to repeat many times the aya and I lose focus and my tongue gets tied more It’s also hard 2 pray quietly because I don’t know if I pronounce correctly I wish to stop but Im scared prayer becomes invalid because I ignored these thoughts

Waswaas - Whispers of Shaytaan | March 5, 2017 4:34 am
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when I’m in the classroom when people talk within themselves I used to think they are talking about me, Is this from Shaitan?Please explain this for me.
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Sometimes I have to renew and repeat my ablution multiple times a prayer and I have vocal nodules which make it very difficult for me to say even a word without pain and when I have to repeat all of it .It makes me feel very exhausted and when I happen to pray in full I already am too tired to focus and find any pleasure in prayer.I feel very angry and upset when it happens and sometimes I say I won’t pray again or how difficult prayer is but obviously I don’t mean that.am I sinning?