ANSWER:
If this is how you feel, Allah will grant you what you think of Him as He doesn’t need you! He is not your colleague or equal. He is the creator of the heavens and earth and the giver of life and death and the facilitator of all His creations’ affairs.
If He were to throw all of that in hell, no one can object or do anything about it.
He does what He wills and He can’t be questioned or interrogated while all others can!
Allah said: I am as my servant thinks of Me.
This means if you think well about Allah and His mercy, you will get that but if you think negative and bad about Him, you will get that.
Therefore, you can whine and complain as you wish! This is your choice and you are the biggest loser as the universe would continue to move on and winners will go to paradise and losers will end up in hell for eternity.
Choose wisely!