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You should be good to people to seek reward from Allah. What is the test if everyone is nice to us and we are nice to them in return, the test is when they’re mean and we are nice to them.

And a person who commits suicide will end up in hellfire forever and I’m sure you’re smart and wouldn’t want that for yourself. 

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I’m a very soft natured person and I try my best to be the best I can when interacting with people but I always find a person who wrongs me for no simple reason and I can’t control my angers and the decision I make and I’m always suicidal what should I do?

Character and Morals | January 4, 2018 4:52 am
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dear Sheikh Assim Al-Hakeem Someone said to me in the past my father’s car looks dirty. He is a rich boy who now lives in America (It’s hard for an Egyptian to go to America but he got there because you know he is rich) and yes he is the same one who punched me but thank god I got rid of fear and anger COMPLETELY. I feel envious that someone like him could be rich? how to stop it?
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Sheikh in one of ur lectures u talked about the qualities of men to marry, and u said “Jealousy” is one of the things to look at. What kind of jealousy and hw can i as a man implement it for myself?