Your oath was that the punishment of adultery is not the hardship you are getting and this is not true. The punishment of adultery is far worse.

I suffer from waswas I spent the whole day cleaning impurity when I finally finished me brother peed everywhere and I had to clean it I was so mad and I said wallah if I committed adultery I wouldn’t at3adib (be punished) like this, I didn’t mean to say i.

Sins | March 17, 2014 10:37 am
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