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Don’t think about the past and expect the best from Allah as He is what His slaves thinks of Him. If you repent and ask Allah for forgiveness and show remorse, He will forgive you.

I have not had sabr in the last few years in the trials I am going through. I was frustrated and upset but i want to repent now and had a change of heart in the last few days because of lectures regarding judgement day. My question is if i repent for my impatience, will i be granted the reward of sabr and expiation of sins for the years I WAS NOT patient? Or is it too late?

Sins | July 13, 2019 12:17 am
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I know that showing off is considered minor shirk and that showing off in Islam is the purpose of a person to please other people but this one question would always come to mind what if a Muslim showed off but fears and worship Allah with good intention at the same time would this be a sin? If so would this sin fall into the same category or a lesser sin?
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I had a Male best friend in my uni. Recently I came across your vids from AskZad. They changed me I blocked all means of communication with him thou he still calls me with different caller IDs but I never answer. I was ignorant but Allah guided me through u. Now I observe niqab at uni n totally avoid him. But at times why I get thoughts like what if he curses me? Curses affect?