Once you are with Allah and dependent on Him, He will take care of you. You must move forward and acquire proper knowledge and apply it in your life.

I have lived a sinful life and realised the better way of life (Islam). I want to become a shaykh but feel helpless due to my previous sins. I don’t know what to do, and feel like no one will give their daughter to me. I don’t know how to handle the situation.

Belief in Allaah, Etiquette, Morals and Heart-Softeners | September 15, 2014 1:33 am
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I arrange an English class for my younger sister, but my sister procrastinate a lot. So I promised my young sister that if she doesn’t take the class that day, I will cancel the class for ever. But, later her teacher cancelled the class of that day herself. So, because I made a promise, what should I do now?