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This is something between you and Allah!

If you repented from your sins, you can’t regret it and feel remorseful for breaking it! Allah will not forgive you if you are not remorseful over such sins and repenting sincerely to Him.

A sign of true repentance is that you move on with your life, being remorseful and ashamed from what you had done and never think positively of your partner in crime as this would mean that your repentance is not genuine or real. 

I have been went to terrible heart break from a guy having relation from 5 years ,I am 21 now and everthing have fallen apart it breaks me every day .Salah and Duas is in track after i ended college.But my mind heart and brain keep telling me ok it happen he is gone i dont want him now .My past haunts me alot as i am fed up from myself.Parents help me to get out of this .

Pre-Marital Relations, Sins | March 21, 2020 11:53 am
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Sheikh, if there is a person who don’t know that this particular thing is minor or major sin, will he be accountable for that sin or he will not be asked bcz of the last 2 ayahs of surat al baqarah.!??
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I often get scolded by my parents and siblings. They say what is the purpose, what is the use of your prayer when you just sin, disobey parents, don’t respect your elders etc. Why do you pray when you sin so much? Your prayers aren’t valid because you disobey parents etc. Does prayer not get accepted in such case?