As’salam alikum, I love Allah (swt) more than anything else, but i don’t know from 1 year or may be less.. when ever i see Islamic things or pictures …there a sound in my heart of disrespect to it… which is not in my control…like when reading Quran,i feel like splitting on it..then i immediately recite “auzibillahplease help me i want to get rid of it… i dnt want to Allah swt to be away frm me coz of this.
Wa alaikum salaam,
these are the wiswas of the shaytan. Keep on seeking refuge in Allah each time these thoughts come up and remind yourself that the evil could never hurt or control you, unless you allow them to.
you must immediately make ruqya on yourself. Make it on water and drink from it in the mornings, afternoons and evenings and even take a bath with it: http://www.assimalhakeem.net/node/1867