There is a YouTuber channel where the host, a young woman (so am I) has a very bubbly personality who travels different places, main theme being environmental awareness. There is no profanity in the show. I love her personality and positive energy and helps me with interpersonal skills. But I also know that it’s not permissible to look up to kaafir people. Am I sinful for watching this show?
I wouldn’t advise you to watch her as she will negatively influence you without you feelings it by just being impressed by her personality and way of life.
Satan uses this to slowly drift you away from Islam and dilute your convictions little by little until your religion is compromised.