Sheikh! I am recently admitted in university only bcoz my parents are forcing me but there is too much fitnah around, i am constantly failing in religious commitments and i am in love with this dunya once again and it seems impossible to come out of it while staying in this environment . I am weak in Eman and i am dying . What to do sheikh ! I just want to runoff from here , i am fed up .
Running away from challenges and problems doesn’t solve them! The companions had never run away from anything and you can’t be more righteous than them!
You must strike a balance between duniya and deen. Acquiring a degree is essential to get a good job and as a man Allah has put the responsibility of providing for the family on you.