I fear that I wont be able to implement every verse I come across and thus have the Quran be a proof against me. This fear prevents me from reading the Quran and it makes me sad because there were many times I wanted to increase in reading a lot of Quran. Is this fear legit/correct. How can I solve this problem?
This is from Shaytan to derail you from good deeds. You must fight and ignore such wiswas and prolong your reading and contemplate or ponder upon what you read. Seek Allah’s help and guidance to implement what you learn in your life to the best of your ability.