After learning that Allah won’t answer certain duas, I fear that I am losing my faith in him. I’ve grown up believing he answers all duas even if they seem unanswered e.g. I’ll get them in the akhirah. I love islam, it is all I know. But I’m so lost. My faith is extremely weak. I feel like I’ve lost the biggest belief I had in him
Allah has trillions of Angels and creations who worship Him and depend on Him! If you lose faith in Him, you only harm yourself as He had made hell for those who lose faith in Him! If you make Duaa and humiliate yourself for Him, He will choose the best for you whether to grant you what you ask or to prevent you from it! At the end of the day, it is your choice to believe or disbelieve but you alone will face the consequences in this life, in your grave and on the day of judgement.
Therefore, choose wisely!