When I remember what I did when I was a child, I feel hopeless and half dead. Too much damage has already be done. When I became a teen, I realized that doings bad things was not ok. I have been told that child will not be accountable for anything, but I still wished I have never done so much bad things. What should I do? I wish I could go to the past and change something..
Whatever has happened, it is in the past now. Don’t let Satan destroy your present and future by making you stuck up in the past.
Repent to Allah, fulfill all your obligations and keep away from sinning to the best of your ability and expect the best from Allah and move on with your life.