What you feel is very strange! How many times did you hear of deaths in Makkah before! On the other hand, how many die out of car accidents or after undergoing an operation,yet I don’t see you refraining from riding cars or visiting the doctors!
To die in that state is a blessing! However we don’t wish for death  but we ask Allah to give us a good end.
You shouldn’t be scared! If it is written for you to die, you will die in any place no matter what!

One feels scared of going to masjidul-haraam or saudi due to crane crash how do one remove ones fear….also hajj reminds me of death and i feel scared optimistic hopeful happy and repent fall and a new me (meaning fresh start)

Psychological Problems | September 16, 2015 8:46 pm
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Before I came to Islam, I always thought I am quite good looking. But all of a sudden I felt extremely ugly which is around 4 years ago. And this feeling of ugliness seems to always be with me the whole time which affects my life a lot. I keep disliking a part of my body and felt it makes me look ugly. This feeling became very worse until, Alhamdulilah, I got married. Things is gotten better now. But I still have this constant feeling in me that my face is not good enough because of a body part that I dislike. I tried ignore it but I still feel ugly and depressed when look at myself. What is your advice based on The Quran and Sunnah of Prophet Muhammad (may Allah send peace and blessings to him), to cure my illness so that this feelin is completely gone and I can feel completely normal again.
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If a person stands under the shower for ghusl can he assume that water reached inside his belly button and under his feet? please i feel like i am being tested by Allah ‘Azza Wa Jal with overwhemling whispers and i am afraid