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It’s your fault since Allah has given you the free will and you chose not to study hard. 

I saw your answer about free will and Allah’s decree. So i wanted to ask how to judge whether it was Allah’s decision or it was my fault. i was prepearing for a medical exam but i did not study too hard like others do. So if i do not get selected then is it my fault that i did not study 15 hours a day or it was Allah’s decision that i shouldn’t be a doctor in future.The guilt is killing me.

Divine Will and Decree | April 23, 2018 8:52 am
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I heard scholars saying no one will get more than what Allag destined to so be contended upon what you have even if you dont like just accept that its from Allah. While then on other side, people say you dont get what you deserve, you get what you ask/negotiate for. Life is & not fair. Also they say “God kept every good thing on the other side of fear”. My heart is very anxious. Counsel me.
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After learning that Allah won’t answer certain duas, I fear that I am losing my faith in him. I’ve grown up believing he answers all duas even if they seem unanswered e.g. I’ll get them in the akhirah. I love islam, it is all I know. But I’m so lost. My faith is extremely weak. I feel like I’ve lost the biggest belief I had in him