I am suffering from OCD.i have read about actions that nullify islam.since reading I have developed extreme fear that What if I do something that will took me out of islam? What if I laugh at my religion etc.what if during disbelief thought in my mind i laugh?WiLL I be excused if I did something in this mental condition or will i get out of islam ?please advice I find no way out.
BAD THOUGHTS / KUFR:
These are all waswas from Satan to depress and sadden you. You must ignore these and never contemplate on these thoughts and engage yourself in constructive, halal activities and always keep your mouth moist with the remembrance of Allah. Have complete reliance and faith in Allah and pray & hope for the best as Allah is as His servant thinks of Him.
Maintain your daily adhkar and you can also do ruqya.
You must maintain your 5 daily prayers on time without fail. Fix a time for reciting Qur’an everyday.
Maintain your daily adhkar of morning and evening, before going to bed, after every fard prayer, while entering the washroom, while going out of the house, before eating etc and this will act as a shield against everything evil with the Mercy of Allah. You will find these duas in a booklet called ‘Hisnul Muslim’ or ‘Fortress of the Muslim.’
RUQYA FOR CURE:
Do ruqya on water, preferably zamzam and drink lots from it throughout the day and night and also bathe with this water until you’re cured by the will of Allah.