ANSWER:
You are a servant of Allah and Allah is the owner of this universe and all what is in it. No one can question Allah or pressure Him to do anything! You must express your total submission, poverty and humility to Him with a heart filled with content over what He has decreed! You have no other choice but to make Duaa and work hard while accepting that Allah has written your provision 50,000 years before He created the universe.
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