Most women/ girls my age like music ,movies & fantasizing about men, I try to distance myself from those things even if means no friends. As I was like this but I repented/promised to not go back, but nowadays I’m finding hard to stop the urge of listening to music as comfort & boys have always been a fitnah for me. I try 2 block these thoughts but I feel Satan won’t leave me until I break.
This is your test from Allah and it is up to you whether you want to pass the test or fail.
You need to surround yourself with righteous practicing muslims 24/7 and occupy your time with learning about Islam and listening to lectures so that you would get closer to Allah and further from satan!