I have started practicing Islam as much as possible left many things that is prohibited I had a male frnd ALHAMDULILLAH 2 months ago I cut all the communication with him for the sake of ALLAH I DON’T TALK TO HIM at all bt I feel sad, low, miss him although I know its haram I Recite ASTGHFAR I Feel lonely plz suggest me something and make Duaa for me
This is a very critical stage you are going through! This is the fork of the road where Satan is doing his level best for you not to pass this stage! This is why he gets you depressed, sad and lonely! He reminds you of your previous sins and makes you miss them and desire them. You must remain steadfast, make a lot of Duaa to Allah to help you and avoid anything that reminds you of old sins. You must occupy yourself and time with beneficial things and surround yourself with practicing righteous Muslims 24/7, and in few weeks time, you will get over such negative thoughts and feelings in Sha Allah.